Thoughts

I have no idea what is wrong with me these last couple of days but I am so sad. I honestly have no real reason to sad right now. I found out this morning that I got a job, I start Monday. This is a job that I want, and I am frustrated that I am not excited about the fact that I got the job.  What in the hell is wrong with me????

I am a big believer in the saying “misery loves company”. Last night I stayed up until 6 am reading some of the saddest most heart wrenching blogs out there.  I sat on the couch and just bawled my eyes out for 5 hours.  I  am the picture of pathetic.

But enough about being sad right now.

Did you guys hear? I got a job. I am not getting super excited about it because right now it is only temporary (I may get hired on permanently) and the pay is…..uhm….really bad. BUT it should be exciting and I think I will like the people that I will be working with.  I’ll be working in the IT department of a large business here in Charleston.

So YIPPY for employment!!!!

I am making a list of the things I need to get done before I start working

• Make a vlaai
• Organize all pictures on our 4 computers and external hard drive. It is getting out of hand.
• Make pepperoni rolls
• Finish out my HTML II class
• Update my reading list on the blog

Also Biggest Loser Season 8 started tonight, I didn’t know it started tonight. I found out after Vins took me out to eat at Red Lobster and totally stuffed my face with cheese bread and buttery shrimp. For real, I ate some much food after I waddled out to my car I had to unbutton my jeans so my lower body could have some blood flow. So right now I am in front of the TV after I ate enough food to satisfy a cow. Just watching those poor people work out makes me sick. From now on, Tuesday is salad night!!!!

Jaye

ps I want to say thanks to all the people who gave me glowing recommendations for my new job. I really appreciate it a lot.

pps I feel better already!!!! So tomorrow when I wake up I will not be sad any more. I am a big believer in making conscious decisions about our mood and attitude. I think I just need a good nights sleep.